You say, you're really special to me
But what the fuck does that even mean?
I still can't tell if you even like me or want me around
I'm self aware enough to know I'm making mountains
out of the molehills in my head
I just wish
our relationship
would move
out of your bedroom
I like to think of myself as a hopeless romantic
but really I might just be crazy and neurotic
I'm jealous of every guy you talk to and I know it's weird but I feel like you don't give me the same attention as you do them you don't act like I'm special to you though that's probably not your intention
you say it all the time
But everyone knows that words mean nothing
When your actions don't support them
I'm self aware enough to know I'm making mountains
out of the molehills in my head
I just wish
our relationship
would move
out of your bedroom
I only opened my phone today
to check for messages from you
and it only breaks my heart a little
when you give me nothing to respond to
But I'll keep liking the messages you send
Even if it means that our conversation ends
I only left my house today
in hopes of running in to you
and it breaks my heart every time
cause I never see you
and later when I'm lying in my bed
I'll regret all those things I never said
I know it's all just me
and my anxiety
getting the
best of me
and damn do I feel it
I just wanna hear
about everything you do
about how your day went
when I talk to you
I just want a conversation
I just want a conversation
with you
Burnt toast
and cigarette smoke
hang in the air in our early morning
cold brew forming
coffee breath
and A full set
of teeth smiling back at me
pouring water on the seeds
I just want you to feel loved
Without a step
or missing a breath
I fall head over heels
it's cliche but it feels
Like you're kind
and starry eyed
i'll always have space for you
the buds start to bloom
I just want you to feel loved
And I like it when you stay
for just a little bit longer
than I thought we'd hang out today
cause maybe I'll get stronger
and in these next five minutes I'll tell you what I have to say
but it never happens that way
And when you walk away
I'll wave awkwardly goodbye
I guess I'll see you in a week or two
and it will be casual
and it won't mean a thing to you
but it'll mean everything to me
everything to me
And you could be the love of my life
but I'll never know that
cause I could never confess to you
confess to you
just how much I'm in love with you
just how much I care
I'm an adult and I can be mature about my feelings
my feelings for you
about
This project that was inspired by a meme.
credits
released February 14, 2020
Recorded in Anthony's house by Generation Hopeless
Mixed and mastered by Jesse Lopez
Anthony Campbell - Guitars, Vocals, Backing Vocals, Bass, Various Percussion, and Drums
Jesse Lopez - Guitars, Vocals, Backing Vocals, Bass, Trumpet, and Various Percussion
Antonio Gniewosz - Backing Vocals, Bass, and Various Percussion
Additional Musicians: Kenny Givens - Gang Shit
Special Thanks to: Our families, Kenny, Luke, Alia, James, Alex, Jarod, Yen, Zach, Derek, Riley, Grayson, Erin, Sam, Christian , Ballard, Rowan, FUZZY, Jose, Gage, Sampson, Cat, Sterling, Kyra, Soph, Iris, Kael, Emma, Moorea, Rudy, Xavier, Liv, Jesus, Just Dandy, Practicing Sincerity, BB Sinclair, Nostalgiax, Dead End Job, Sightlines, Outer District, SEPSIS, 12 Decembers, Dylan Mattioda, Sheepover, Cactus Bloom Collective, Subrosa, The Music Room, and anyone who has come to one of our shows, or listened to our music.
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